Ways I Can Improve Myself

Let's start by me admitting my flaws. First step to recovery is admitting you have a problem right? Now, where do I start?

First and most important thing I want to change is my obesity, this has always been an issue ever since I was about eight or nine years old. When I was in high school my senior year I did extremely well with excercise and ended up losing nearly 60lbs in a few months. Of course I also was using those stacker 3 pills with the ephedrine in them. Boy how i miss those bad boys. I would have so much energy and walk 5-10 Miles a day while jamming out to my favorite music. Now I smoke so I have a hard time walking anywhere. I did quit for awhile but started back up when my moms got worse with her cancer. I tried stopping right after I lost her in December but add that to my list of fails. So what I propose to do is start eating healthy again. Veggies and fruit will replace my junk food. I love fruits and veggies, but man they can be expensive to buy ever two weeks. But I am going to budget for healthy food because I also have a insulin problem where my body makes to much and by controlling my diet alone will help me lose weight. Eventually, I will get to a point where it will be easier to start walking, even if its just around the block. I have some 5lb weights so I will use those to tone my arms.

Another thing I have a bad habit of doing that I really need to work on is hitting the snooze button on my alarm. This causes me to run late all the time. I can't keep being late for work because it is not fair to my boss or coworkers.

Finally, yes I said finally because these are the most important things. I want to start doing things for myself and work on making me happy again. I always put others first and try to help others before myself. Usually, me helping others leads to me going in debt and spending money I need for bills on others. I want to work on getting my credit score up about 550 again. I also want to focus on photography, quilting and crafts. I also wanna attempt my first trash to treasure flip. Just think that would be something cool to do.