I wish you could see the hold that addiction has on you. You
are no longer the same person you were years ago. Yes, I know you have suffered
several great losses. I did too! But you have a child who loves you more than
anything. This child would be lost without you. You use to take such great care
of him but now it seems as though the addiction is beating you. I know how hard
it is to give up something that you have done every day for years. However, you
child and his needs should come before anyone else. That’s how you use to be.
Now instead of paying your bills or buying school cloths you spent that money
on your addiction. I hurt for you and I know you can see that. I also know you
see how it affects your child. I love you more than anything and the last thing
I want to do is lose you. Please stop trying to kid everyone around you and
take the necessary steps to be clean and live longer for your child. You saw
what I went through with losing my mom. Could you imagine going through that as
a teenager. To my friends who are going through addiction please take the
necessary steps to get help. Those of you have children to so please if it’s
the last thing you do put them ahead of yourself/addiction.
